"I can't date guys younger than me because they're too stupid and immature. I can't date guys my own age because they "don't want relationships". I can't date guys older than me because they've refined their technique for cheating. I can't become a nun because you have to be a virgin- and we all know that I got screwed on that bit- literally. And I can't go all out lesbian because all of the girls that say they like other girls all have boyfriends. . ."

Yeah. . . I said that this morning. . .



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I have finally broken myself down. I am four. Every part of me loves you more.



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I still hurt, mostly late at night. But only remnants of it. I still feel cheap. He made me feel like a whore. We decided that we aren't getting back together, and I guess thats a good thing. I have a candidate for a new one (~Bloodyroses knows who). But, I think he's gay. . . 0_o ( chatspeak)

I've been feeling a lot more creative lately. Been doing more manipulations and mostly I've been working on stock photos (~gothstock) I might submit some writing that I've recently done, I'm not sure.

I leave for Orlando on Tuesday ( yearbook!) I'm going to do a workshop on Yearbook photography. I can't wait. I'm going to visit a friend up there too and maybe go to Medieval Times and Sonic. A week after I come back I'm going to go up to Massachusetts and visit with my uncle and cousins. He lives kinda sorta in the mountains and he owns a camera shop. I will make sure to take loads of photos. There are hippy clothing shops up there and I'll be doing some (lots of) shopping

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We broke up and I'm not taking it very well. I guess he never really did love me. He didn't know. So he made a mistake and to make up for it, he broke up with me. There's a hole, now. And I don't think there is any repairing it.


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Well, on Wednesday he told me he had thought about breaking up with me within the past week. On Thursday he barely talked to me. On Friday he told me he needed to talk to me (I thought he was going to break up with me so I avoided him). On Saturday I went to his work and he said that after thinking about breaking up with me he realized that he could never be with anyone else and he couldn't even imagine being with anyone else. Then, he told me that he loves me.

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